After 15 years, Akihabara again! Also I lost the will to continue manifesting

 If I can feel that I am that which but a few seconds ago I knew I was not, but desired to be, then I am no longer hungry to be it. I am no longer thirsty because I feel satisfied in that state. Then something shrinks within me, not physically but in my feeling, in my consciousness, for that is the creativeness of man. He so shrinks in desire, he loses the desire to continue in this meditation. He does not halt physically, he simply has no desire to continue the meditative act.

Neville Goddard, 5 lessons

I'm fed up after three months of manifesting something. Do I want this anymore? I don't care. If it shows up, good. If not, it's fine either way. Is this the state of the sabbath? I don't want it, but I prefer it.

Thinking about concentrating on manifesting a clear skin and a skill in something now 👸

the apothecary diaries!!

As you can see, I visited Akihabara after 14 years again with my sister's friend. UV score was kinda high this day so I was wearing my new uv cut hat. Feels like summer already with 27 degrees. 

Also made a mistake by wearing my new charlie stone shoes, i've ruined my feet 😅. We went to a few figurine shops and he bought some one piece ones. Next mission was to find some souvenirs for his niece but it was kinda difficult so we gave up.

We looked at Donki too and I had some flashbacks. I was there in 2011 at the maid cafe at home . Also the AKB48 photos were so nostalgic.

I couldn't walk anymore, so we parted ways. It took me double the time to walk from the station to home 💀